Glorified Version of A Stranger

I am going through a crisis in my life. Part of me has been blown away by unforseen news. It almosts seems ordinary, like taking away the lid off a jar of flies, like an anvil being dropped on your head, like getting hit by a car doing 90 kph, like falling off a cliff, like getting mugged, or like getting bitch-slapped in a bar. But then again, time, effort, emotions, and a lot more were invested in this. By giving all that I had, I now realize that the emptiness I feel is because I did not leave some for myself. My fault entirely. Blame me please.

I would like to say Thank You to the following people who supported me and made me smile and go on during my crisis:

1. Mom - for your support and understanding, eventhough you didn’t want me to fly all the way to Mindanao.
2. Barry - for understanding that I had to go there for myself; the plane tickets; and your advice.
3. Nancy - for giving me a few minutes of your time, to listen to my rants and to just hear my cry; for making me smile eventhough I felt the sky falling on my head.
4. Tin - for your listening ear, your concern, and the constant reminders to eat and sleep.
5. PH - your advice really helped me pick up the pieces.
6. Vanet - you cried when I was talking to you about it. I was so touched. I don’t cry in public, but I couldn’t stop myself!
7. Karla Jonina - for helping me find the exact place; for encouraging words and funny stories; for replying to my text messages when no one had the time to punch a few keys; for plainly being there. You are a gem!
8. Ate Mylene - we do not need words to communicate. I knew that you would be there for me when I needed you.
9. JJ and Botsai - you guys make me smile even when I sulked. You helped me pick myself up and most of all, you guys gave me the strength to go on.
10. Anapot - I nearly gave up, but you were there. You helped me up and urged me to go on.
11. Jek - walang iwanan!
12. Sheilanerdslut - it just so happened that it was break up with a geek week lat week. I’m glad you were there.
13. Karinska - you were always there to listen to my rants and pains. Although we haven’t met, I consider you as someone who should be kept in my jewelry box.

Did I miss anyone? I couldn’t remember everyone because until now, I’m still overwhelmed by the fact that there are a lot of people who care for me. The support that I got was amazing, and I think I’m ready to go on with my life now, knowing that there are a lot of people who will be there for me. So you guys, everyone, Thank You so much for your support (everything)!!!

This might be the last post associated with the category/tag for Khrisna.

………and NO, this is not a suicide note.

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