HATE PT.2
“Every morning I wake up feeling more fucked because you betrayed my trust. Every waking moment the fire of hate grows hotter and hotter because everytime I think of you my heart pounds with excitement not because of love but because of your suffering that plays in my mind over and over. Suffering, damnation, rot and ruin. These are but a few things I imagine because you hurt me, because you screwed up my life, because you fucking suck. Don’t ever come to me begging for forgiveness or understanding because you ask the impossible. I hate you. I hate you to the fucking depths of this earth. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. “
Why does it feel so fucking good to hate?
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7 Responses to “HATE PT.2”
By Armz on Oct 17, 2005 | Reply
"Why does it feel so fucking good to hate?" --- Coz it temporarily makes you forget the pain.
I'm throwin' something back at you...
"Keysi said...
Armz, there's a lot more to the world than boyfriends and girlfriends."
You wrote this on my old blog (http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7521525&postID=109005062110728514)
And you also wrote this...
"Keysi said...
dude, heartbroken ka pala. tsk tsk. ok lang yan. maraming isda sa dagat. wag ka maghanap sa lata. :P pag lagi mo sya naiisip, maglaro ka ng RPG. o kaya, hanapin mo yung game na Civilization. tiyak, hindi mo na sya maiisip ulit. :P " (http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7521525&postID=108909665147972942)
By keysi on Oct 17, 2005 | Reply
yes, i remember saying those, and i said those from the heart. but i think i'm liking HATE. i'm nurturing it into a big ball of fire.
By Armz on Oct 17, 2005 | Reply
Once it burns you out I hope you can still tell me about it.
By keysi on Oct 17, 2005 | Reply
i will. in time.
By anapot on Oct 21, 2005 | Reply
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
-The Sandman by Neil Gaiman
By anapot on Oct 21, 2005 | Reply
ahmmm.. got it from somewhere...
By Jet on Oct 21, 2005 | Reply
I still say you shouldn't... *high kick*. -_- Happy Brithday..... old person mwahahahahaha