Blog: Brokenheartedness - Pwnage at it’s best
Pardon this hideous doodle, but more than 2 years ago, I was brokenhearted. I was madly inlove with this girl until she broke up with me. It was PWNAGE at it’s best. Now, when I look back at what happened, I feel glad that I experienced it. It made me realize how depleted my pride and self-esteem was. It was really great that there were people who cared about me - people who put up with my spacing-out, rants, my tears (yes I cried - a lot - in public - GADS!!!!), etc.
Now as you can see, I am very much happy and content. I’ve realized that in order to receive more, you have to give more. One must first experience being PWNED so that one will appreciate what it feels like to be loved, and to love. Our story is very much different from your regular stories. We met, got drunk, said goodbyes, met again in a bar, got drunk, said goodbyes, met online, went offline, met again in a bar, went home (no goodbyes there~), went out of town, got back in town, holding hands, broke up after a few months, got back together after a few months and have been together ever since.
It’s weird. I mean our friends say that all we do is argue and fight, but to us, it’s normal. We never seem to agree on most things but we get along fine (maybe because of the secks? - pardon me Ade for borrowing your spelling). LOL. For example, movies. This truly is a dilemma. We have different tastes. We usually bicker first before deciding which one to see. So far, one always gets pissed and just goes with what the other one wants,
it’s funny. Food: I like Japanese food. I can eat and eat and eat Japanese food and not get tired of it. She, you got it right, doesn’t like it. She wants Pinoy food. I don’t have a problem with Pinoy food, it’s great I tell you, but if I have a choice, I’d choose Japanese food. No second thoughts. Dancing: I hate it to the core of my being.
She brought me to them clubs and bars and most of the time we ended up fighting, I mean really fighting.
I’m not stopping her from going to them clubs, I just don’t belong in those places. I’d rather be geeking on my computer or browsing the internet.
Despite our differences, at the end of the day, we’d still say our i-love-yous, and we’d still hug and kiss. It’s weird, but beautiful at the same time. Mush~
I’m afraid. Permanence is something that doesn’t exist in this world. I’m afraid of being alone again, of going home to an empty house, of going out with the barkada alone, of having coffee alone, of sleeping with myself, of being brokenhearted. You’re at the lowest you’ve ever been and you know it sucks, but you can’t do anything about it unless you move on, but, moving… on… is… a… fucking… bitch!!!
I had to sleep with a dozen girlies before I could move on. It took me a whole fucking year. So you see, I can’t think of anything worse than Brokenheartedness. It truly is PWNAGE at it’s best.
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18 Responses to “Blog: Brokenheartedness - Pwnage at it’s best”
By Ade on May 15, 2007 | Reply
Yeah, moving on is a bitch, but sometimes getting your heart broken is a necessity.
By liz on May 15, 2007 | Reply
and so The Ade hath spoken. i think you shouldn't think about losing the person when the person is right beside you. just concentrate on keeping her.
fuck. look who's talking.
By kristine on May 15, 2007 | Reply
keysi, keysi.. my heart strings' tugged. if only loving is easy.
By Steel on May 15, 2007 | Reply
Don't listen to teh Ade. All he thinks of is secks secks secks.
Also, SECKS!
By keysi on May 16, 2007 | Reply
Ade: Yes yes. It's a pain getting drunk though~ Liz: Umm... I'm not, I'm just afraid, which I seldom remember. LOL Kristine: It is, well depending on your definition of love. :D Steel: LOL. Man, I knew I saw you somewhere... somewhere in Pasay. LOL What's your shift?
By feed on May 16, 2007 | Reply
:lol:
lmao
and it's been two years since...
wahahahahaha
rotfl
By ajb{log} on May 16, 2007 | Reply
sad. :(
silipin mo na lang sa bote (beer!) :)
By Shari on May 16, 2007 | Reply
What the fck tol, tao ka pala. What's with this dramatic post? Haha!
It's ok to be alone. You can still have secks with yourself LOLZ!
I echo liz anyway ;)
By keysi on May 17, 2007 | Reply
Feed: yeah. time flies when you're having fun huh? :P
Ajb{log}: Maraming beses ko nang sinilip. hehe. Salamat sa pagdaan!
Shari: This dramatic post recounts one of the most difficult moments on my life. :lol: yan ang drama. :lol: :lol: :lol: Yes, myself. LOOOOOOOOOL
PinoyBlurker: Thanks for the links~ :D
PinoyBlogosphere: Yes, you rock!
By helga on May 17, 2007 | Reply
AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO'S BEEN DESENSITIZED TO HEARTBREAK?!?!
And your firl is purdy.
By feed on May 17, 2007 | Reply
honga ahehehehe
pero miss ko na siya. syet.
lmao
By keysi on May 17, 2007 | Reply
Helga: No, there are lots more other people out there. :D Feed: mwihihi~ sino yan?
By feed on May 19, 2007 | Reply
*sigh*
ung pinakamamahal ko :lol:
tulungan mo q hanapin natin xa wahahaahahaha
*ploink*